Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Berakhirnya semua disini...


Jika sebelum ELS Glam Nite, semua org teruja. Sana sini berbisik tentang baju apa untuk dipakai, mekap yang macam mana untuk dikenakan. Kita sibuk, uruskan itu ini. Pengangkutan, persembahan..blabla.. Banyak cabaran yg mendatang sebelum ELS Glam Nite berjaya direalisasikan. Adat berorganisasi, tergesel sana sini, salah faham, tarik muka. Tapi bak kata semua, 'No Pain, No Gain.' Maka berlangsunglah detik yang ditunggu. Satu upacara yang bakal menjadi tanda aras kesatuan hati kita semua selama ini. Dan juga menjadi kayu ukur kepada adik-adik junior untuk meneruskan legasi yang akan ditinggalkan dalam sedikit hari lagi. Detik itu menyaksikan, bukan hanya kita sebagai pelajar, tetapi juga pensyarah turut serta dalam memeriahkannya. Suatu program yang padat. Tidak seminit pun masa terbuang. Semuanya terisi dengan aktiviti-aktiviti yang telah disusun khas. Pendek kata, semuanya menjadi. ELS Glam Nite memang sebuah projek yg berjaya. Dari aspek penataan gaya dewan makan, kualiti makanan, servis yg disediakan dan yg paling utama, masa berkualiti yg telah kita kongsi bersama. Jika sebelum ini, ada antara kita yang tidak terlalu rapat, ELS Glam Nite menjadi saksi betapa hubungan yg telah dipupuk akan terus terbaja. Masing-masing sibuk menangkap gambar. Mungkin buat koleksi gambar dalam FB? ape2 pun jgn lupa tag.. hehehe.
Kita gembira malam ini, tapi dalam gembira ada terselit rasa sedih. Dlam ketika semua orang sibuk bersalaman dan berpelukan, terdetik rasa dr sanubari kecil. Ya, ELS Glam Nite telah berakhir, semuanya, pengajian kita, pertemuan kita di kuliah dan tutorial, semuanya terhenti di sini. Takkan ada lagi senda gurau di depan kiosk fotostat Kak Izan, atau di bilik media; bising2 kacau En.Halim dan En Din untuk tempah projektor dan sebagainya. Lepas ni, xada lah lagi kita lepak KB makan tengahari dekat Kafe G4 dan UBE Catering lepas kelas. Semuanya bakal tinggal kenangan. Kita semua akan bawa jalan masing-masing, untuk masa depan yg lebih gemilang. Hati ini sangat berat..sebab rasa mcm baru semlam kita aerobick dgn Dr. Jam dkt parking depan PPBL.. mcm baru semalam kita berlari2 anak mase treasure hunt..rase mcm baru tadi, kita present dekat bilik media, bilik seminar. Beratnya hati. Pergilah kawan-kawan, ini memang takdir kita..semoga korg semua berjaya. Sayang korang sampai mati.

p/s: Mungkin terlalu ego untuk nanges depan semua org tadi..tapi keypad ni dah basah gilaa..

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Takes me over..Takes me under..

The friendship that I have with my wonderful friends is the thing that I value the most. I would like to dedicate the following reflection to my beloved friends.. ;)

At first it was cold, so cold underwater in the night time..
I don't care and I dove, dove to the bottom..
Hoping to see what I'd find..
Then only I saw a light..almost like a glowing paradise
I hope to stay a while since it's been calling me underwater..O temptation!
It's everything that I ever dreamed for.
Well, I've been told, told that I''ll only find it..once in my lifetime
So that I better hold..hold on stronger than ever..
Like it's the last time
There's always one thing twat I bear in mind
I must always cherish everyday
Cause I never may know when
Fate can take away the very thing that I love the most

Cerita tentang meninggalkan dan ditinggalkan...

Kurang seminggu lagi masa yang ada sebelum UKM bakal ditinggalkan dengan seribu kenangan. Hari hari yang mendatang dikira..dan diisi sebaiknya agar tak ada yang kurang untuk dikenang kemudian nanti. Hati memang galau dan berat untuk pergi dari sini. 3 tahun bukan satu jangkamasa yang pendek. Dalam 3 tahun banyak yang berlaku. Perubahan demi perubahan yang terjadi menandakan kita telah belajar sesuatu dari tempat ini. Jika sebelumnya, hati ini berat ketika terpilih untuk belajar di sini, tapi kali ini, hati pun masih lagi berat, untuk berhenti berada di sini. Itulah org kata, benci jadi cinta. Aku akan meninggalkan banyak memori di sini. Susah dan senang. Pahit dan manis. Meninggalkan tempat-tempat yang sering dikunjungi. heheh. mesti rindu akan jalan2 pintas dalam UKM ni. Meninggalkan ilmuan2 yang hanya sempat 1 semester mencurahkan ilmunya dan kakitangan yang sedia setia memberikan baktinya. blabla banyak lagi..masa kan terus berjalan, pelajar akan silih berganti..ianya tidak akan berhenti bersama aku..dan aku juga bakal ditinggalkan. oleh masa dan juga memori.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

A normal birthday for me..

It's 13 April again. I turned 22 today and that signalled the older me, i guess. Nothing special on this day. No presents unlike 12 years ago. No flowers nor chocolates. Nor movies nor Body Shop.HAHAHA. LAME LAME. and on top of that, no WATER in Za'ba. (urghh). I become very realistic about birthday nowadays. I think that I'll never have a birthday party (seriously I never imagined one even in my childhood). It is always a piece of moment with my siblings, parents and grandparents. I do have cakes most of the time and have my grandfather reciting prayer for me. He pronunce my name clearly and all the good things he wishes for me with the rest conforming to the praying, uttering 'Aminn'..all the way. Friends too play an integral role in my birthday. Thanks people for filling my wall with all the good, wonderful and exquisite wishes. Don't worry, I'll do the same on your birthday too. ;) ;);) Gotta pen off for now.

The unsuccessful story of a loud girl..

People may get me wrong. False accusations n predictions are very common in my life. I am not the smiling type, so that i'm snob and scary. Unfair. I am loud in voicing things, and that makes me a not so co-operative lass. What else? There are many. People may say anything they want, and may irresponsibly quote me and hate me for being who i am..I acceded and couldn't be bother with that. I have many things to do in a lifetime. I have my own goals to be fulfill. I dont need people to understand nor love me, but instead i would like everyone to know that I come in peace and wish no harm for anybody.

You know you're a woman when..

1) As a girl you used to dress for the boys. As a woman you dress for other woman. If a man checks you out, you definitely know it is because of your body but when a woman checks you out, you know that it is because of you.

2) As a girl you used to look for a job that will make you happy. As a woman you will find happiness in your work, whatever it is. It isn't the work that makes you but instead you who makes the work.

3) As a girl you used to go for the cutest guy a girl like you could find. As a woman you'll go for the smartest guy a woman like you can ever find. Good looks alone cannot feed a family for long, but good brains never go out of style.

4)As a girl you used to shp..$$$..shop..$$$ and errr shop $$$ again. As a woman you will earn, budget, shop and save. Manolo Blahnik shoes and Liz Claiborne handbags will be of little comfort in your old age but however a comprehensive medical pla and mature trust fund will.

5) As a girl you used to argue or give in; bluster and fight. As a woman you will speak up or compromise; listen and apologize. If that means making compromises now and the, so be it. And if it means walking away to save yourself grie, so be it. And if that means you have to sacrifice the thing that you wish and long for your loved ones, so be it too.

As for me,being a woman has never been such a blast a and I am very glad and indeed grateful to be born as one. =)

Long live, ladies!